Exam n summer

Exam dis week, yet I still got time to blog. haha...

Hope I can do well dis time, although im not so sure about it. Anyway, after exam, I wont be going back to Msia like wat I did last year. Plan to work n travel around in summer. Any suggestions? Feel like going 4 skiing but it's summer! T.T

That means I must wait for at least another semester b4 I can get my hands on Roti Canai, Nasi Lemak, Bak Kut Teh n Laksa n etc... awwhhhh.... *hungry hungry* So to those who r going bek in summer, dun miss the opportunity to enjoy those marvellous food in Msia.

It also means that I cant join any of the gatherings held in Msia. And dunno why, Ms Organiser (Pei Wen) always plan nice trips n gatherings when im NOT around. This time having gathering in KL summore! *feel neglected* sobs... U guys have fun lar... n take pics n upload in fb.

Happy father's day

I have written a post for my mum for Mother's day, so i think it would be fair if i write one for my dad as well, or else he will get jealous.

My dad is a strict but caring father. Since young, my brother and I have experienced the "Rotan" in numerous occasions. Regardless of how naughty we were, when our dad appears with the rotan in his hand, we would just stay quiet and be still. I guess that was probably the best way to train our discipline, since my brother and I were always creating havoc at every opportunity available. However, we all knew that dad still loves us very much despite being so harsh with his rotan. He will pat our heads and say "well done" whenever we do something right, he never forgets our birthdays and anniversary with my mum, he prays for us every night before he goes to bed, he teaches us how to be a God-loving person with his actions and thoughts, etc.

Being a father is tough, but being a good father is even tougher. My dad taught us that we should not smoke, and he led by example. He taught us not to be lazy, and he led by example by correcting students' homework till late night. He taught us to be good christians, and he led by example by reading the bible everyday, praying for people in need.

Some people might say he is old-fashioned. Well, maybe, but he is a big fan of korean dramas too. He has tonnes of korean drama DVDs at home and enjoys watching them over and over again.

I guess i better stop sharing his secrets here, otherwise i might get to eat the rotan again. So, happy father's day and stay healthy always to my beloved dad!

Another random post

Sitting on my desk, staring out of my window: everything is still, no wind, no cars passing by, sun setting down... what a pleasant scene to behold after coming back from lectures and work...

One thought strikes me again: I think i would enjoy Germany more if im a tourist here and not a student. Within a flash, the horrible thought of handing up my project next week, the piled up notes that needs going through, the exercises that needs to be done, the past year papers that needs to be finished...

My heart sank. The beautiful scenery outside don't look that pleasant anymore. This Thurs is a day off in the state Baden-Wurttemberg. Sadly, a public holiday only means no lecture but more time to study and finish my irritating project. Exam is near, and everyone is nervous about it. My fren used his free time to finish studying the syllabus of a particular subject of the whole semester and is currently doing ALL the exercises available. When I look at myself, a deep sense of disappointment engulfed me. Im just the sort of person that one would not associate with a JPA scholar. Im not hardworking, dilligent or effective. From the quote " success is 99% perspiration and 1% inspiration", i think it is safe to say that my success so far has been due to the 1% inspiration. I really thank God for my brain. W/out its quick-thinking ability and good memory storage, Im sure I wont be in Germany today.

Im not the type who can seat on my desk spending hours on studying, unlike many of my frens. During SPM, I was satisfied to be able to finish the syllabus just once or twice whereas super rajin ppl like Soon Lee and Khan Ruey have already went thru their Sejarah books at least 10 times. During A-Levels, I was satisfied to be able to finish all the past year chemistry papers once or twice and went to play football the night b4 exam, whereas super rajin ppl like Xiang Yu and Pau can study the same papers over and over again.

If results are based only on the time and effort spent, I will be one of the last. But somehow, I'm not.

I dunno how long can this go on. I really wished that I could be as hardworking as the people mentioned above. Shoo laziness shoo!

Festival 2009 (Hope Church Camp 2009)

We had our annual church camp last week. Members from all of Hope churches in Germany gathered together in Stuttgart for this annual event. As host this year, our team in Stuttgart has been pretty busy over the past few weeks. Flyers distribution, rental of hall, planning of accomodation, food and transport etc. It was rily a hectic few weeks for us, but thank God, the event has been a successful one!


There were around 300 participants this year, a 100 more than last year's! so we had to rent a concert hall to accomodate so many ppl. We got the chance to listen to sermons by different ppl and also had lotsa amazing n wonderful praise n worship sessions. Those technical stuff behind the stage is totally mind-blowing!


Football is the national sport in Germany. So a church camp sports afternoon's activity has to be football as well. We malaysians wanted to test our skills against the mighty germans. Sadly, we lost 1-0 3 times. Thanks to me who failed to convert many clear cut chances. T.T


The annual church camp is also a time when ppl get baptised.


Cute german kids waiting beside the pool wondering when can they take a dip inside it.


Stage performance by the young ones!

Despite the busy schedule, we malaysians still manage to find time to do something like this!

And something like this too! This is what i call a picture of contrasts. One tall one short, one white one black. =) (Steph, u r seriously vertically challenged!)

Boys over flowers

내 머리는 너무나 나빠서
只因为我太傻

너 하나밖에 난 모르고
除你之外什么都不知道

다른 사람을 보고있는 넌
眼里只有他的你

이런 내마음도 모르겠지
根本就不懂我的心意吧

너의 하루에 나란 없겠지
你的一天一天里没有我的存在

또 추억조차 없겠지만
连回忆都不曾有过

너만 바라만 보고있는 난
而固执地只看你的我

자꾸 눈물이 흐르고있어
却常常流下眼泪

(B)

너의 뒷모습을 보는것도 난 행복이야
对我来说 看着你的背影都是幸福

아직 나의 마음을 몰라도
你终究是不了解我的心意

끝내 스치듯이 가도
匆匆地擦身而过

(후렴)
(副歌)

니가 너무 보고싶은 날엔
疯狂想你的时候

너무 견디기 힘든 날에는
苦苦支撑的时候

너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아
我爱你的话就在嘴边

혼자 다시 또 crying for you
却依然独自一人crying for you

혼자 다시 또 missing for you
依然独自一人missing for you

Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

(A')

너의 하루에 난 없겠지
你的一天一天里没有我的存在

또 기억조차 없겠지만
连回忆也不曾有

너만 바라만 보고있는 나
而固执地只着你的我

혼자 추억을 만들고 있어
却在独自编织着美好的回忆

(B)

내겐 사랑이란 아름다운 상처같아
对我来说 爱情就像美丽的伤口

너의 예쁜 미소를 보아도
看着你甜美的微笑

함께 난 웃지도 못해
我却不能陪你一起

(후렴)
(副歌)

니가 너무 생각나는 날엔
脑海里不断浮现你的身影的时候

가슴 시리고 슬픈 날에는
胸口冰凉悲痛的时候

니가 보고싶다 입가에 맴돌아
思念你的话就在嘴边

혼자 다시 또 crying for you
却依然独自一人crying for you

혼자 다시 또 missing for you
依然独自一人missing for you

Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

(브릿지)
(过渡)

Bye bye never say good bye
Bye bye never say good bye

이렇게 잡지 못하지만
即使把握不住你

I need you 아무 말도 못해
I want you 바래도 다시 바래도
I need you 什么话都说不出口
I want you
只能一遍遍地祈愿

(후렴-엔딩)
(副歌-结尾)

니가 너무 보고싶은 날
想你的时候

너무 견디기 힘든 날에는
苦苦支撑的时候

너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아
我爱你的话就在嘴边

혼자 다시 또 crying for you
却依然独自一人crying for you

니가 너무 생각나는 날엔
脑海里不断浮现你的身影的时候

가슴 시리고 슬픈 날에는
胸口冰凉悲痛的时候

니가 보고싶다 입가에 맴돌아
思念你的话就在嘴边

혼자 다시 또 crying for you
却依然独自一人crying for you

혼자 다시 또 missing for you
依然独自一人missing for you

Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!



nice song rite? there r plenty of nice songs from this hit korean drama. Here is another one:



Eventhough this drama is just being aired in Channel U, many ppl have ady watched it. Guess im kinda late... haha...

A lazy Friday

Yday (Thurs) was a public holiday in Germany. So the profs decided not to have class on Fri as well. So it's a long long weekend 4 us, stg that we craved for since the start of semester.

The long holidays means having more time to slack. Just dun feel like touching those books n notes which r pilling up at a dangerous rate. Sitting in front of my computer, enjoying my vanilla ice cream + coke, listening to korean drama theme songs on Imeem... hmmmmm.... pleasant.....

I guess there r plenty of movement bek in Msia. The state of Perak is still in turmoil. Nizar, then Zambry, then Nizar again. And guess wat, Zambry's back again! It's like watching Arsenal playing against Liverpool. U score, I score. But i think a 4-4 scoreline btw the 2 Menteri Besars will seriously be a laughing stock 4 everyone. Let me be the Menteri Besar lah, dun fight anymore! haha!

It seems like there will be a 3rd bridge btw Msia n Spore in the future. Wow.. dat's something good. I was kinda disappointed when Abdullah called off the "crooked" bridge project last time. But now, there's something 4 us Johoreans to cheer about! The causeway is just too narrow to support huge flows of vehicle going in n out of both nations. Imagine having a stomachache n being caught in the terrible jam at the causeway. >.< But it seems that the new bridge will b situated at the east of Johor connecting near to Changi Airport. Well, i dunno if ppl will use that bridge, esp if they wan to get to the city centre, like the case of 2nd link. Anyway, I hope it will be something of use to ease the problem at the causeway.

Read an interesting article in The Star. It's about BTN, a course which we JPA students have to attend before flying overseas. The so called "Brain-Washing" course. Below is a letter to the editor from an upset reader:

As parents we are glad that our grown up children attend the Biro Tata Negara (BTN) course, which is compulsory for government servants. They are all mature professionals.
But what angers me is that, instead of talking integrity, unity and harmony among the various races, participants are taught about disunity and racial hatred. Is this what our Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib wants for 1MALAYSIA?
Throughout the five days of the course, participants are repeatedly told not to question Malay rights and so on. The course coordinators keep talking about social contracts and telling non-Malays not to question Malay rights and so on.
Many participants, including my Malay friends, are upset.
Are we still living in a primitive age? If the BTN course is to be conducted in this manner, it is better to abolish it or let it concentrate on only one ethnic group.
The course is not bringing unity but only arousing anger and hatred.
(Taken from The Star, 22th May 2009)

Well, im not trying to say that what the government is doing is totally wrong. The BTN course is something really benificial for us students as well. We had the chance to participate in activities with different people of all races, which i think is good. However, like what being written in the article, the coordinators often mention things like social contracts, the rights of Bumiputera etc, making us non-malay students feel inferior.

Well, I must admit that solving racial issues is not something easy, like figuring out why Arsene Wenger bought Mikael Silvestre, an unwanted player at Man Utd. But I hope that the leaders can change their approach towards this matter. For a nation to go forward, unity of her people is something essential.

On the football front, I have got nothing more to say after Arsenal's defeat to Man U in the champions league. Another season which started with high hopes but ended up without any silverware. As an Arsenal fan, im already used to it. Arsenal fans and pundits all around the world have been wondering why Arsene Wenger did not replace Vieira, Henry and Campbell. It seems like Arsene Wenger is the only one who did not notice the problem.

I guess that's all 4 today... time to face reality = tonnes of notes and books.

p/s: congrats to Pei Wen for finding a new b*******d... haha...

Happy mother's day

Called my mum today and had a short conversation with her. She asked me about my new job, whether could i cope with it or not etc. Dun worry, your precious son is coping fine with studies and work. And Swine flu is not that serious here in Germany.

She also mentioned that I have not updated my blog 4 a long time. And my dad had problems understanding chinese and needed her help to translate. Ok ok, will try to post in english. Haha.

I hope that everyone back at home are healthy and fine. God bless and a blessed Mother's Day to my dear mum!

Andrey Arshavin- a player of a different class

Many shud noe that the last match between Liverpool n Arsenal ended in a pulsating 4-4 draw, a match which Andrey Arshavin, Arsenal's 16 Million purchase during the january transfer window, proved that he is worth every penny spent. His 4 goals has severely dented Liverpool's hope of claiming the premier league title, leaving Rafa Benitez clueless on what has strucked him.

Borned in Saint-Petersburg, Russia, the 5ft-6in russian started playing as a right midfielder. He then tried the attacking midfielder role n most recently, playing for both Russia and Arsenal, he was handed the "second striker" role. His ability to use both feet, quick pace and brilliant technical ability has certainly made him one of defender's worst nightmare.



The 1st goal showed his good positioning, knowing when to go forward when the team starts to attack. Fabregas made it easy 4 Arshavin to smash in the 1st goal with a precise pass.



After robbing Arbeloa of the ball, Arshavin still has lots to do with some defenders still around him. But the talented russian just ran forward and unleased an unstoppable drive with his right foot pass the keeper. With extreme power and accuracy inside the shot, Jose Reina had no chance at all.



The 3rd goal was a mistake by Aurelio. Having said that, Arshavin still needs to be calm as he coolly controlled the ball n slotted it pass the keeper to earn his first Arsenal Hattrick.



When i saw Walcott storming down the right flank, I knew Arsenal r going to score. Question is who? Arshavin, despite having played a full 90 mins n lacked match fitness, charged dwn the field from his own penalty box to support walcott. After receiving the ball from the speedy winger, he let the ball run b4 shooting the ball with great venom into the net with his left foot.

Right foot or left foot doesnt seem to bother him. Only a few players can do that. And after scoring 4 goals against Liverpool, his response to the media was not a boastful one, instead he still thinks that he needs more time to adapt to english football!! “If you look at the first half you never saw me except for one moment when I scored,” he said. “It is difficult for me but I will try and I need time." A really humble person.

Unlike many footballers who has many girlfriends and spends time clubbing or partying, Arshavin is happily married and the couple has a adorable son. Well, life isnt just about football, money and girls.





Hope this young little boy will one day follow his father's footstep. Wearing an Arsenal jersey at such a young age is already a good start! I will make sure my son does the same as well. =)

Life of a tutor and working student

To sum it all up: Tired!!! Haha, yeah... it's rily tiring but satisfying at the same time...

At the start of my 3rd sem, I tot that it shud be time 4 me to "accumulate" some working experiences as I will be entering the hectic working field soon. So I thought that by working part time would give me a good taste of how a working life is like. With that thought in mind, I just send out ONE application letter to one of the professor at the Uni who is currently the head of the lab. This lab is not the chemistry lab that one usually thinks of. It's a lab whereby specimen, like spare parts in cars, machine etc, undergoes severe testing inside those test-machines, so that their fatigue, Ultimate Tensile strength, Young's Modulus, break point, etc can be calculated. U might ask y send only one application. Well, i dunno the answer as well. :b

N thank God that my application got approved by the professor, although he knew that im a foreigner who doesnt speak much german. God surely does know how to provide. After a few discussions abt wat shud i do, how much shud i earn etc, I finally get to start working. MY FIRST JOB IN GERMANY!! How cool is that?

My job is not something that i can rily boast about. Just some text editting, picture editting, Graph plotting, report writing etc... n also run errands 4 the prof, like collecting his parcel n posts. Basically im just a helper, or office boy. But hey, it's quite an experience as well. It's something totally different from my previous job in Msia: Promoting drinks at a supermarket. One common thing i get from these jobs is the chance to learn humility.

N that's it. My timetable looks more packed now. In addition to my lectures i got an extra 4 hrs on Wed n Fri of part time work. Which also means i have 8 hrs of free time less in a week.

Wait. It shud be 10 hrs less, if my tutorial session is added into it. In my previous post I have mentioned that I have applied to b a tutor for electotechnic. I just had my 1st teaching session last tues. Teaching isnt easy, especially when ur students are germans, who like to ask weird questions. One example: a student asked me, why is there a dt instead of t at the end of the integral of Q(t). (Q(t)=Ixt, electric charge equals to the multiplication of current and time) How to explain oh? it's maths stuff ma... we learned this in form 5 in msia (Integration = pengamiran in BM). zzz. But thank God that the students could understand me well despite my inadequate german proficiency. Overall it was a nice experience teaching ppl whom i did not know, and also getting their thanks after solving problems 4 them.

I guess life will be busier 4 the next few weeks. Got to hand up our assignments soon. N with these extra jobs, i guess time is not on my side. Got to persevere on...

老公与老婆

“老公啊，我们什么时候能结婚啊？”女人一脸好奇的问，从声音分辨，她是很轻快的询问！他们在一起时间不久，两年而已，相处两年的情侣到处都是，随便就能抓出一大把，而现在的人，能有几个在交往的时候考虑结婚的？

“现在工作上也没什么突破，过两年吧！”男人轻轻柔柔道！

“哦！”没有失落亦没有兴奋，似乎预料中！

“老公啊，那假如有孩子了怎么办？”

“你有了？”男人严肃的握住女人的手，眼神犀利的盯住她！

“你抓痛我了啦！”女人喊了出来，“我是问问而已，有了我会告诉你的！”

“老婆，你记得，以我们现在并不适合要孩子，经济上也许可以不用顾忌但是心理上还无法接受，养育一个孩子不是养育一只小宠物那么简单；如果有了要告诉我，我会陪你去医院的，明白吗？”听了女人的话，男人放下心来，也柔下声音来对女人说着自己的观点！

“ 你放心好了啦，我不会那么不注意的，即便是有了也不会瞒你的，嘿嘿！”女人清爽的声音再度响起！但在心底，女人不知道是否该赞同男人的话，彼此工作其实都不错也算稳定；已经多次思考过，男人只是交往初期提到过结婚，而当彼此交往变得稳定后就没有涉及过婚姻；女人虽然大大咧咧但不是真的傻！其实真不知道他们之间的问题到底出在哪？是不爱吗？虽然感觉不到爱却也没感觉到哪不爱，也许是时间让彼此都沉静了！现在他们住的房子，一半是女人出钱按揭的；她习惯平衡！平日逛街，他也从来没有陪过她，她从来不觉得有什么不舒服，毕竟习惯自娱是最容易快乐的方式，这时候却想到这个动作是否也能衡量他的感情。

“老公啊，今天你陪我逛街好不好？你还从来没陪我上过街呢！”女人撒娇的说。

“忙呢！乖，怎么今天想到要我陪了？”男人漫不经心的问！

“那你要不要嘛？”

“自己去吧，要买什么自己去提款就是！”男人的眼光始终专注在文件上！

“老公，我突然想嫁给你了，怎么办？”清纯美丽的小脸上闪亮的大眼无辜的望着男人；这句话把男人的注意力拉回到她身上。男人望着眼前这个没被现实的残忍划下太多痕迹的女子，隐隐的不耐与无力！

“那张纸对你来说是什么意义？”男人放下手上的工作打算和女人好好的谈一次！

“不知道！想和你结婚跟那张纸有牵连吗？”

“你想结婚不就是想要那张纸吗？”男人牵动了下眉。

“如果你那样想也可以啦，你有没有想过和我结婚？其实也是在问你的未来有没有把我算在内！”依然是轻快的声音。

“从一开始我就是打算和你一直走下去的，你不会不明白。”男人间接的回答。

“你从来没有直接的回答过我的问题耶，不管是怎样的问题都好！”女人把声音放到很嗲；“好了啦，不跟你讨论了，免得气死我自己！嘻嘻，那我自己去逛街啦，不要你陪，哼！”话音一落，她拿起包以轻快的姿态走出房间！

身后的门一关上，原本笑意盈盈的脸瞬间沉下来，换上一脸苍白与哀愁，眸底有着让人捕捉不住的幽晦迷离！迈出脚步，缓缓的走在人潮拥挤的路上，脑子里一片空白却也塞满了思绪，一直都以为自己是很快就能过渡伤害放大欢乐的开心着，这次用尽了力气，却做不到；泪水直流！有的时候不甘愿输给命运却不得不屈服于宿命！快乐的妖精这会，不快乐！哭够了，收起眼泪扬起笑脸，冲到步行街给心爱的他选了十套西服十件衬衣十条领带十个胸针十双袜子十双鞋子，信用卡几乎被刷暴，但是她笑得看不到眼！这时候的她，又是一个精灵，能感染人的精灵！

东西太多扛不了，只好打车回去！得意洋洋的向他炫耀自己的战绩，他看到那么多的衣服，嘴角边隐隐的抽搐，看着身旁这个做事向来一鸣惊人的她不知做何反应！

“老公啊，这些都我挑的，不错吧？”看着自己挑的西服她自我陶醉，对自己的眼光她向来自信！

“老公啊，这些衣服记得已经慢慢穿哦，今天看到好看的心血来潮就帮你买了！哼，你要敢说一个不喜欢的字眼，我就让你吃不了兜着走，听到没？”插着腰威胁，故意板起那张娇滴滴的脸！

“好！我不说不喜欢，但是你买这么干什么？你怎么总是那么浪费！”男人语带指责。

“哎呀啦，老公，反正都已经买了你骂我也没用啊！你就多疼我一点也喜欢上这些衣服吧，好不好嘛？”撒娇的摇着他的手，一脸的委屈状！他回她一个无奈的眼神，揉揉她的头发；

“好好好！你呀，以后记得别这样了听到没？否则就算你撒娇我一样不饶哦！”

“恩恩恩恩！”拼命的摇晃着脑袋！

“ 嘿嘿．．．嬉嬉．．．”女人一直在咧着嘴傻笑个不停，男人见状亦拉开嘴笑了出来，他的女人太可爱了，和个孩子一样无忧，也有成熟女人的知性；有“妻”如她，还有什么不满足？他在心里也在琢磨着见家长的事，一直都不再提起结婚的事只是想给她一个惊喜，当初在一起的时候，他就下定决心娶她！

“老公啊，我这个月回家去陪我妈妈好不好？毕业到现在我都没有在家好好呆过呢，妈妈好想我了，我怕弟弟娶到的老婆欺负我妈，我要回去好好‘教育’弟弟去！”晚上的时候她楼着他，手在他身上挠着痒痒，他边逃开他的魔爪，边取笑：“你终于有良心记起妈妈啦？”

“嬉嬉，人家我可是乖乖女咧！老公，我买了明天中午的机票，这段时间你可要好好照顾自己哦！”

“原来你是有计谋的啊，我说你怎么忽然对我那么好！”男人假装凶神恶煞！

“哈哈，你装的都不像了啦！讨厌～。。。”

笑声溢满整个世界！

半个月过去，男人耐不住没有女人在身边的空寂，思念她的调皮，想念她的体温；拨通她电话，男人细声细语的磨女人赶快买票回来！电话里她清爽如银铃般的笑声回荡在整个脑海里令他眼圈犯红！

“老婆，你回来好不好？我们结婚吧！”

电话另一头刹那静如死寂！“你，不是不想娶我的吗？”沉默过后，女人轻轻的问！

“我不是不想，我是想在适当的时候给你一个惊喜，只是还是熬不过思念先说了！”男人解释着！

“嬉嬉，好啊，你等我回去好不好？”女人恢复精灵样！似乎得到了全世界一样！

继续半个月过去了，男人见女人迟迟不归，再次拨通电话；这回电话响了好久才被接起，却是女人的弟弟接的，男人询问他女人怎么还没回来，弟弟说她那里还需要处理点事，还没那么快能走开，告知很快就回，请他别挂心！

再半个月后，男人接到来自女人弟弟的电话，电话里，弟弟让他马上过他们家去，说女人有事！男人吓到了，定好机票如箭般飞奔机场！

到了x市，女人的弟弟接机，弟弟一眼就认出男人，一路沉默的把男人领到医院；不祥的预感笼罩着男人，病房门开，女人瘦弱苍白的脸震撼住男人，心猛的被狠狠的揪了一把，绞痛难耐！拖着软无力的腿，迈到紧闭双眼的女人身边，用手，轻轻的抚着那熟悉的脸颊，一下一下的抚摸着！

“姐姐胃癌晚期，拖了两个月了！”弟弟在一旁轻轻说着，女人的父母眼圈瞬间又泛红！

这个意外，真的太意外了，意外到连怎么回事都弄不清楚，意外到他感觉自己是在云端！胃癌，原来女人总是说没胃口总是不吃东西，说减肥是女人的终身事业，这一切都是借口，他责怪自己怎么就没用心去观察过；怪自己那么大意让女人独自撑着这最难熬的日子！

女人去天堂后的半个月！从女人住的那个城市寄来一封信，男人看着熟悉的字体，浑身颤抖：

亲爱的老公：

一定在想我了，是吗？一定是的，我在天堂都感觉到了呢！

老公啊，你说想和我结婚，真的好感动哦！原本以为你只是想和我在一起并

没有和我共度一生的想法！老公，谢谢你的爱！

和你在一起啊，真的是世上最幸福的事呢！每天早上醒来你都会喊手麻

，嬉嬉，知道吗？老公，这是最最感动最最记忆犹新的片刻，在家的这些日

子我都睡不着，没有你的手臂当枕头没有你的怀抱当港湾；但是我不后悔，

我不愿意你看到我被病魔折磨的不成人形的样子，我相信换你你也不会让我

看到自己痛苦的一面！老公，原谅我，以后只能在天上笑给你听了！老公啊，

一年前，我是多么希望时间能够定格，多么想永远永远都把你铭记于心底，

但是发现怎么看你都看不够，我不知道要怎么做才能让心里舒服点，我知道

你爱听我笑的声音，其实我自己也好喜欢自己的笑呢，所以就天天笑，让你

永远都记得我，是不是好自私？我怕我走了之后你把我的一切都尘封进一个

连碰都不会去触碰的角落里，我好怕，怕在那里我会冷，所以就用爱让你对

我刻骨铭心！我把每天当成最后一天来过，所以，够了，今生有你，够了！

上次帮你买的衣服袜子鞋子，你每年在我离开的那天穿上一套去看我好

不好？十套，那就是十年，十年里，你只能用十天的时间想我，在特定的那

天里，你才可以想起我也不准不想我，你知道我喜欢紫色玫瑰花，记得去找

到哦，我对我老公可是很有信心的呢！记得，一年就是那一天能穿，别的时

候不要去碰那些服装，如果你忘记了，那么在你老之后看到那些衣服，也许

能想起我的这个要求呢！嬉嬉，以后你娶老婆了，记得在那天的时候带来给

我看，但是不要告诉她我是谁，是女人都会介意的，就说．．．呃．．．就

说我是你的青梅竹马好不好？我好羡慕那些青梅竹马长大的人哦！以后你娶

老婆了，那她就是“咱老婆”，你要对咱老婆好哦，就像对我这样，因为我

在天上看着呢；虽然我会哭会吃醋，但是我更不舍得女孩子伤心；你下辈子

欠我一生，好不好？下辈子我会是一个好健康好健康的宝宝呢，到时候我会

用力用力的缠你一辈子，直到老去！

老公，我不想告诉你我爱你这个事实了，怕你哭！我只看过你哭一次，

那次我任性和你提分手；但是现在的你一定也是在哭，对吗？不只是眼睛哭，

心也在流着泪！老公啊，不要让心停格在那凄楚哀怆的瞬间，笑着面对人生，

帮我笑完今生，好吗？

从现在开始，不要悲哀不要消沉；想我只要用十年里的十天；十年后把

我从生命里彻底清除，我自私，但是我怕我的自私让你恨我；所以我就赖你

十年，就十年好不好？十年，我们就真的忘记彼此，期待来生！

已经在履行约定的傻孩子

泪滴湿了信纸，男人痛哭失声！天渐渐的暗了，黑了，窗外灯光斜射了进来，男人整理好情绪；“老婆，我记得你十年，想你用十天，来生还你一辈子！”轻轻的，对着天际呢喃

Taken from 4warded email. Another sad case of not treasuring ur loved ones who r beside u untl they r gone...

To guys out there: cherish ur girlfrens, even if they r childish or unreasonable at times. I wan to cherish my galfren oso canot...

cos i dun have one...