自恋篇

long time dint post those 自拍照 ady.. post some la... if not ppl might tink im not leng zai anymore dun dare to post... :b






Can sing k in Germany oso... haha! love it!!

exam finish? so wat?

I was always tot dat finishing exam is the best thing dat could happen to me after weeks of hard work trying to learn things dat are ought to be learned throughout the semester. After saying goodbye to them, there were no sigh of relief... hw to be happy when u noe the results dat will be made known sooner or later will not be the one dat u have hoped for at the beginning of the semester.

I once mentioned about us being cockroaches. Hit us with whatever objects, n we will still survive. Hopefully my next post wont be : A dead cockroach.

Post exam = holiday. Dat shud b stg logic. But not in the University of Esslingen. While others r happily planning their trips and watching movies or series 24 hrs a day, we have to sacrifice 2 weeks to learn CAD(Pro E- an engineering program used for drawing construction elements). Class starts 730am. Ends around 6pm. Even worse than my normal lectures. My mind very blur now. All images and objects. @.@

Today is onli the 2nd day of class and im ady half-dead. zzzzz. Anyway, i can draw love-shape with it d... haha...

So, happy valentine's day~! =)

分手快乐。。。

我们的关系到此为止，你心里也有数吧？今天，我们就必须各走各的了。都说了，我们两人个性不配，不会长久的。。。

很后悔没有好好珍惜跟你在一起的时间。。。 算了吧。。。 倒掉的牛奶不值得去哭。。。

希望你能给我好的Feedback。。。 毕竟我在你身上也花了不少时间。。。

祝你幸福哦！我的Ex~！

2nd Feb

2nd Feb- a very important day in my calendar.

The meat in my fridge is going to expire dat day...

Arsenal's future depends on that day as well. If they fail to sign Andrey Arshavin before 020209 0000GMT, be prepared to finish 5th n play in the UEFA Cup.

My next paper is on 030209. Whether i can pass it onot depends on how much i have prepared on 020209. Solid materials 2--not easy...

0202 means there will be exactly 333 days left in the year (leap year). Cool numbers huh?

Last but not least, someone gonna celebrate bday dat day... u noe who u r.. so, happy birthday oh~~!!

Happy 牛 year!!

Exam is exam, but chinese new year still gotta celebrate rite? so wish all a blessed n prosperous new year~! happy moo year!!

*m craving 4 肉干* :b

waste time post~~

To 现任女友，考试，

对男朋友应该这样嘛。。。



不是这样！！！



跟你在一起好累噢。。。

lazy update lar...

haih... see my blog not updated 4 so long, feel a bit paiseh... since now got a bit of free time, write stg ba...

Exam is near... stress level on the rise... esp when the past year question looks like: when does a steel rod with 300MPa of ultimate tensile strength breaks, when it receives 100kN of pullforce, 100Nm of torsion, 100 bar of inner pressure together with a fluctuating push force of 100kN +- 10kN...bla bla bla... engineering is tough wei...

My mind blank d... haha...

Dunno if i will update my blog in the next few weeks. So just wan2 wish all a happy n blessed chinese new year~!. I miss reunion dinner n those happy days bek in msia...

*this is wat i call updating blog 4 the sake of updating :b

Project, exam, weather.

Got to hand up my construction project this coming thurs. Im pretty please with what i have produced so far. Like a pro architect... haha... (look from far)


My unfinished drawing

Exam will start from 27th Jan (2nd day of CNY) till 4th Feb. While ppl are happily celebrating chinese new year, receiving ang pows, munching new year cookies, having reunion dinner, I will be in my room chewing my instant noodle, receiving slaps on my forehead("how to do??!" "arghh, 4got to study dat!!"), and staring at the past year papers blankly... sigh...
Last Semester it was Daniel 5-0 Exam. Hope it will b the same this sem. I wan a clean sheet!!

Weather. One word -- cold!!! i tink it is the worst winter for some years in Germany's history. It's been already a week where the temperature has not been above the zero point, i.e negative all the time!! it was -13 one nite. Thank God i got a home to live in!! The heater here is my best fren, like air-cons in Msia.


Finally get to see the sun today~~

The trips after exams: muahaha... (im going to b broke soon... :b)

真心话

我平时是用英文来写的，可是今天的话题，觉得用华语能更让我表达我要对你说的话。。。

我不爱你！为什么你一直缠着我？你明明都知道我已经有喜欢的人了，可是为什么你还是不想放开我？我们两个人在一起是肯定没有幸福的。一个缺乏爱的感情，是不能长久的。我们根本都是两个世界的人。跟你在一起我感到很不自在，不能成为我自己。自己仿佛就像另一个人似的。真的很辛苦。

最近跟你在一起的时间，说真的，我过得很不快乐。我没有一晚是能够舒舒服服的睡的。心里一直想着要怎么面对你，要怎么离开你。。。 而你呢？你还是装傻地留在我身边，没有离开的意思。。。 有好几次我想大声的开口叫你走开，可是我就是没有这份勇气，说我不爱你。。。害怕会伤了你。。。

请不要说是我辜负了你！你自己想想看，在我们的感情里，你又付出了多少？为了维持这段感情，我日夜为你操心。因为担心自己做的不够好，让你失望，所以我天天都在努力，希望这段感情能继续走下去。我减少了玩乐时间，一心就想讨好你。可是你呢？给我的反应总是冷冰冰的。是不是我做的不够好？。可是我已经尽力了，真的。。。对于你的冷淡，我已经习惯了。。。 甚至已经麻木了。。。

因为你，我必须减少我和朋友在一起的时间。朋友们也都不喜欢你。说你把我给绑住，没有自由的空间。。。 我，能怎样呢？我一个人要怎样在同一个的时间让两方满足？ 我真的真的很烦啊！

看见其他情侣在一起是多么地恩爱，多么的开心，而自己谈恋爱是多么的痛苦，心里就会怀疑，你到底是不是我梦想的伴侣。和你在一起，伤心的事情总比快乐的时光多。爱情难道是这样的吗？不用脑想，都知道不是。因为你，我已经掉了很多泪。。。难道你这么希望我一直因为你而痛苦流泪吗？



我决定了，我想用这个机会在部落格对你说：请离开我，因为我不爱你，有很多比我更好的男人更加适合你。。。 希望你看了后，能够明白我要表达的心意。 谢谢你曾经陪过我的时光。。。分开后，我们俩应该会过得比现在好吧？



























祝你快乐，考试。。。

christmas + new year

Scampen 2008 (Hope Stuttgart church camp 2008)

Celebrated the arrival of new year together with team members of the church. It was brilliant!




Ski trip Les Arcs
Imagine 4 previous students of SSI having a gathering at the alps with a freezing temp of -3 degrees!! wow!! it was totally unimaginable a few years earlier! Thanks to Soon Lee, Fong Lik and Khan Ruey for the wonderful trip!









Most important: I CAN SKI!!!