Happy 牛 year!!

Exam is exam, but chinese new year still gotta celebrate rite? so wish all a blessed n prosperous new year~! happy moo year!!

*m craving 4 肉干* :b

waste time post~~

To 现任女友，考试，

对男朋友应该这样嘛。。。



不是这样！！！



跟你在一起好累噢。。。

lazy update lar...

haih... see my blog not updated 4 so long, feel a bit paiseh... since now got a bit of free time, write stg ba...

Exam is near... stress level on the rise... esp when the past year question looks like: when does a steel rod with 300MPa of ultimate tensile strength breaks, when it receives 100kN of pullforce, 100Nm of torsion, 100 bar of inner pressure together with a fluctuating push force of 100kN +- 10kN...bla bla bla... engineering is tough wei...

My mind blank d... haha...

Dunno if i will update my blog in the next few weeks. So just wan2 wish all a happy n blessed chinese new year~!. I miss reunion dinner n those happy days bek in msia...

*this is wat i call updating blog 4 the sake of updating :b

Project, exam, weather.

Got to hand up my construction project this coming thurs. Im pretty please with what i have produced so far. Like a pro architect... haha... (look from far)


My unfinished drawing

Exam will start from 27th Jan (2nd day of CNY) till 4th Feb. While ppl are happily celebrating chinese new year, receiving ang pows, munching new year cookies, having reunion dinner, I will be in my room chewing my instant noodle, receiving slaps on my forehead("how to do??!" "arghh, 4got to study dat!!"), and staring at the past year papers blankly... sigh...
Last Semester it was Daniel 5-0 Exam. Hope it will b the same this sem. I wan a clean sheet!!

Weather. One word -- cold!!! i tink it is the worst winter for some years in Germany's history. It's been already a week where the temperature has not been above the zero point, i.e negative all the time!! it was -13 one nite. Thank God i got a home to live in!! The heater here is my best fren, like air-cons in Msia.


Finally get to see the sun today~~

The trips after exams: muahaha... (im going to b broke soon... :b)

真心话

我平时是用英文来写的，可是今天的话题，觉得用华语能更让我表达我要对你说的话。。。

我不爱你！为什么你一直缠着我？你明明都知道我已经有喜欢的人了，可是为什么你还是不想放开我？我们两个人在一起是肯定没有幸福的。一个缺乏爱的感情，是不能长久的。我们根本都是两个世界的人。跟你在一起我感到很不自在，不能成为我自己。自己仿佛就像另一个人似的。真的很辛苦。

最近跟你在一起的时间，说真的，我过得很不快乐。我没有一晚是能够舒舒服服的睡的。心里一直想着要怎么面对你，要怎么离开你。。。 而你呢？你还是装傻地留在我身边，没有离开的意思。。。 有好几次我想大声的开口叫你走开，可是我就是没有这份勇气，说我不爱你。。。害怕会伤了你。。。

请不要说是我辜负了你！你自己想想看，在我们的感情里，你又付出了多少？为了维持这段感情，我日夜为你操心。因为担心自己做的不够好，让你失望，所以我天天都在努力，希望这段感情能继续走下去。我减少了玩乐时间，一心就想讨好你。可是你呢？给我的反应总是冷冰冰的。是不是我做的不够好？。可是我已经尽力了，真的。。。对于你的冷淡，我已经习惯了。。。 甚至已经麻木了。。。

因为你，我必须减少我和朋友在一起的时间。朋友们也都不喜欢你。说你把我给绑住，没有自由的空间。。。 我，能怎样呢？我一个人要怎样在同一个的时间让两方满足？ 我真的真的很烦啊！

看见其他情侣在一起是多么地恩爱，多么的开心，而自己谈恋爱是多么的痛苦，心里就会怀疑，你到底是不是我梦想的伴侣。和你在一起，伤心的事情总比快乐的时光多。爱情难道是这样的吗？不用脑想，都知道不是。因为你，我已经掉了很多泪。。。难道你这么希望我一直因为你而痛苦流泪吗？



我决定了，我想用这个机会在部落格对你说：请离开我，因为我不爱你，有很多比我更好的男人更加适合你。。。 希望你看了后，能够明白我要表达的心意。 谢谢你曾经陪过我的时光。。。分开后，我们俩应该会过得比现在好吧？



























祝你快乐，考试。。。

christmas + new year

Scampen 2008 (Hope Stuttgart church camp 2008)

Celebrated the arrival of new year together with team members of the church. It was brilliant!




Ski trip Les Arcs
Imagine 4 previous students of SSI having a gathering at the alps with a freezing temp of -3 degrees!! wow!! it was totally unimaginable a few years earlier! Thanks to Soon Lee, Fong Lik and Khan Ruey for the wonderful trip!









Most important: I CAN SKI!!!

passion-acting

Besides watching football( if one regards it as a passion), i love acting. Plain n simple. Dunno y but it excites me everytime to involve myself in a drama play or a small sketch. Mayb it has something to do with my personality. Since like to "show off", acting on stage provides me the platform to do so...

I have participated in numerous plays from young. From sunday school sketches to drama competitions, each of them were stg special 4 me. I had the opportunity to be spiderman, Yang Guo, Liu Chuan Feng, grandmother, and doggie as well! Though they were not main characters in the play, i always give my 100% to act this particular role out. And it always gives me full satisfaction to earn the applause from the crowd. That feeling is like ur fav team has just scored a goal~! superb~!

My first 自导自演 (self directed and acted as main character)sketch in Germany just ended today~! And im very satisfied with it. The chance to be able to work with germans in a play was something precious to me. Through many sessions of brainstorming with my mentor and fellow team members, we managed to put up a reasonably good sketch despite only starting to rehearse last nite!! In our short sketch we managed to put in diff elements like songs, jokes and even message for Christmas~! Thanks to all who have helped in this sketch! u guys r awesome!

The praises from the crowd: music to my ears! Esp when the germans lavish their praises on me. I am now looking forward to my next opportunity to be in charge of the next drama or sketch!


Christmas tree in church~~


Fellow malaysian who visited our church: "u acted very well leh..." me:*blush*


Best Main Actor and Best Supporting Actor: Dann and Rafi !!


Best backstage coordinator and best director !!


Want to use this opportunity do wish all a blessed christmas~! Stay healthy and happy always~!

Plans 4 christmas

This week and the next one will be a hectic one 4 me. Since some of the lecturers tend to finish their syllabus b4 christmas, having tests b4 dat would not be surprising at all. Major event that would take place in this coming weeks:

1. MATLAB and EDV test: MATLAB is an engineering prog whereby lotsa maths stuff is involved. One can plot diff curves with it, calculate the the speed of a pendulum when it is released at x degress etc. EDV- C programmming. Many frens of mine can do well in it. But it's not my cup of tea. nearly made my roommate woke up at 2am in the morning cos wan to test a "beep non stop programme"...

2. After those tests, it's christmas service at my church. Well, u can say it's ntg rily special, but, this time im involved in a drama play. Apparently, my acting skills can finally be put to use after a long time dint act on stage, the last being acting a dog. This time i will b the main actor n director (like jay chou leh!). Hope everythg will go well. =)

3. Then, it's CHRISTMAS!!! going to try something that i have not tried b4 in my entire life---SKI!!! Hope that i can some bek as a whole and not break any legs or arms (choi!)...

4. SCAMPEN- Church camp at the south of germany. After 4 days of skiing in France, nid to go directly to the camp and start snowboarding!! Dunno got strength left to do so onot.. haha! but hey, snowboadring is stg new 4 me as well. must try!

sigh.. so many events coming soon... hopefully everything will turn out well...

p/s: u said that short hair looks better, so i cut it ady~!

Christmas's coming...

One of the main attractions of germany has to be the christmas market, stg which resembles our msian "pasar malam". Here in Esslingen it is even more special. The whole market is set up like a middle-age market, whereby ppl sells not only food and wine, but also swords, shields, bows and arrows, armour, and many things that r related to the middle age. The sellers dress themselves in middle-age costumes as well. It's just like going back to the past. Interesting!


Went with my german frens. These guys rily like to pose!!


One of the tents selling weird stuff...


got horns summore!


huge christmas trees!!


real-life sheep!!


nice rite?

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只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴 安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我 也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你 是因为我喜欢你